Mia’s phone is ringing, again. Why can’t she be left alone for once? Who- ah, it’s Lily. Mia’s anger immediately disappears. Lily can call her any time. “Mia!” Lily’s voice sounds urgent and painful as Mia picks up the call. “Lily. What is it? Are you okay? Is it Leon?” Mia asks, concerned. It wouldn’t be the first time. “It’s Leon.” Lily leaves out a sob. “Oh, no. I’ll be at your house in 15 minutes, okay?” Mia ends the call before Lily can protest.
“T-thank you for coming” Lily says as she opens the door. “I know you wanted to be at that party.” “Ehhh…” Mia tries to play it down. “It was sucky there anyway.” “And you know you can count on me”, she continues, “That’s what besties are for after all.”
Mia hugs her, and Lily just smells so nice. Mia tries to not get distracted by that. Lily’s face is red and swollen, Mia can tell she cried. But even when like that, Lily looks more beautiful than anyone else Mia has ever laid her eyes on. Lily immediately starts. “The worst part is-”, … she sobs, “He didn’t just break up with me- he. Mia, he called me the slur. The f-slur. And he said I’m not really-”
“That bastard. I’ll slap him for that.” Mia interrupts her. The truth is, she doesn’t want her to finish that sentence.
More softly, she adds “Let’s get comfy and then you can tell me all about it, okay?”. Lily nods.
Mia is sitting in Lily’s bed, with Lily’s head in her lap. Lily cried and poured out her heart, and now she’s just laying there in silence, staring at the ceiling. Mia is stroking her hair absent-mindedly.
“You know, maybe I should just give up. I’m simply unlovable.” Lily begins. “That’s not true!” Mia interrupts her immediately. Lily gives her a weird look. “How are you so sure about that- How can you even know that.” Mia swallows. That gave away more than she wanted to, but maybe it’s time for the truth after all. “It’s because I- Lily, I’m in love with you. I’ve been crushing on you for a while now.”
Lily gets out of her lap and looks at Mia even weirder, and Mia realizes she probably messed up. “That can’t be right… You’re just saying that to cheer me up!” Lily looks so sad and hopeless. “I’m not” Mia begins, “And - I’m sorry, this is the completely wrong moment to tell you about this.” “I don’t wanna take advantage of you when you’re like this.” she continues, “And also, I uh, I know you’re straight so.”
Lily needs comfort right now, not another confession that probably doesn’t mean anything to her at this point. “Look - can we just forget about that, please? I’m sorry.” Mia can see Lily’s eyes tearing up and starts panicking a bit. The last thing she wants to do is make Lily cry. “I-I’m sorry. I love you. I really do-” Mia tries to save the situation.
Lily is outright crying now. “That’s what they all say. Then, after a few weeks they throw you away like a broken toy.”
Mia is screaming internally. She messed up so badly. “That’s - I would never do that. I’ve loved you for a long while now. For - for more than a year, actually.” Lily’s eyes widen and Mia thinks she can spot a spark of hope in them.
“Why did you never say anything?” Lily asks. “Because you- you-” Mia wants to say that Lily herself said she’s straight. But she can’t get herself to say that, so she swallows it down.
“I didn’t want to ruin our friendship.” Which she probably did right now. Lily doesn’t say anything, but comes closer to Mia on the bed.
“I promise you. I wouldn’t throw you away. I could never do that.” “I’ll love you no matter what.” she adds.
Lily’s face brightens up, giving Mia enough confidence to lean over to her and whisper in her ear: “And I can do all the things that boys would never do to you.” Lily blushes. “L-like what?”
Mia bites her lip realizing she didn’t actually think that far, Lily looks so cute and vulnerable sitting in front of her like that, with her face teared up and only in her pajamas.
“I can do anything you want,” she begins, All the fantasies that she’s had about Lily for such a long time now start flooding her mind. “I could fuck you against the wall while choking you. I could tie you up and suck you off.” She has no idea what Lily did with her boyfriends, and whether or not they did things like that with her. A sharp feeling of jealousy runs through her body at that thought. “I’ll make you mine. Bite you, leave marks all over your pretty body.”
Mia realizes how wildly inappropriate she is being. She wants to apologize, wants to instead say that she’ll be there for Lily no matter what, that she cares about her as a person more than anyone else could. But at the same time, she can see Lily blushing bright red, and it’s overwhelming her. It’s too much, she can’t contain herself anymore. Mia leans over Lily and starts to bite and kiss her neck. When Lily starts leaving out little moans, Mia’s brain short circuits.
She pushes her hand under Lily’s top, starts to fondle and squeeze her boobs, digs her teeth into her neck and pushes her down on the bed. Only a few hickeys later Mia realizes what she’s just done. She pulls away. “Sorry. Sorry. I didn’t mean to- I’m not trying to take advantage of you, sorry.”
Lily’s eyes start filling with tears again. “What, so now you don’t want me anymore?” she sobs.
“I want you. I desire you.” Mia assures her.
Lily wraps her arms around Mia’s neck and whispers “Then take me.” There is so much pain in her voice.
Mia realizes what Lily wants is for her to not backpaddle, to not stop. She starts getting mad, mad at herself for being an idiot, mad at Lily’s exes for causing her so much pain.
Mia leans over her and starts biting her neck again, more aggressively. None of those boys deserve her. Heck, She doesn’t deserve her either. Leaving out her anger on Lily’s neck, Mia’s biting gets harder and harder, placing red marks all over her neck.
Lily is whimpering and moaning under her. Mia notices that there are tears running down her face, but she can’t stop now, she owes it to Lily to keep going, and honestly to herself, too. Still, needing to ask “Hey, is this fine? Do you want me to keep going?” without losening her tight grip on Lily. “Do whatever you want to me”, Lily moans. She’s too cute.
Mia wants to devour her on the spot.
She pulls off Lily’s top and keeps going at her neck, filling it with her love marks, as she lets her hands run all over Lily’s body. Lily’s skin is so soft, she wants to touch every part of it, to explore all of her, find out all the places she’s sensitive in. Mia then starts sucking at Lily’s boobs, biting her nipples and leaving marks on her chest. Lily is making all sorts of wonderful noises that are like music to her ears. She just got everything she ever wanted out of a sudden and she still feels bad for exploiting Lily’s situation like this.
“I just think I don’t deserve you. No one does. But especially not those dickheads you’ve dated.” Lily wraps her arms around Mia. “You do deserve me tho. You’re always here for me.”
Mia knows that’s true. She bites her lip, Lily is just too hot like this. How on earth was she able to hold in for so long? “Gah, I want to fuck you so badly” Mia admits.
Lily smiles and closes her eyes. “Fuck me.”
Mia slowly moves her head down on Lily’s body, placing kisses all over Lily’s chest and tummy. To her delight, she notices that Lily’s panties are soaked after all the things she did to her.
As Mia pulls down said panties, the sight of Lily’s girldick makes Mia so uncontrollably horny that she starts licking it immediately, much to Lily’s surprise. Lily starts kicking her legs and moaning loudly as Mia wraps her lips around her gock and sucks it gently, using her tongue to tease the tip every time she pushes it inside her mouth. She grabs Lily’s hands, and for a while, the only sounds in the room are her slurping and Lily’s soft whimpering.
Mia can feel Lily’s body tensen up under her and she knows Lily is getting close, but Lily eventually gently pushes her head away.
“Mia, can you, please- I want you to fuck my ass.” She blushes.
Mia leans over her to hug her and kiss her lips. Of course she’ll do that, how could she ever resist her. “Got any lube?” - “In the drawer.” Mia gets up. Lily didn’t specify in which drawer, but at the same time, Mia is too shy to ask for clarification, so she pulls them open one after the other. It’s wrong to violate her privacy like that, Mia thinks. But Lily - watching her with an amused look on her face - doesn’t seem to mind. They’re besties after all. Right. Mia finds the lube she was looking for, as well as a bunch of condoms. She brings both of them to the bed.
Lily has seen Mia’s naked body before, but for some reason she feels different this time as she undresses. Embarrassed. Especially since Lily is watching her in silence.
Mia wonders if Lily is gay now… Or something. She wonders if Lily is the one using her. Maybe this is just a one time thing. She doesn’t even know if they can stay besties after this.
She turns her head away from Lily. “Sorry, I. I don’t know. Do you even want me too?”. “Yes” Lily replies quickly. “I’m sorry, too. This is new to me, and things are very confusing for me right now. But I want you.” Her face turns red. “I think you’re really hot.”
Her voice sounds genuine and vulnerable. Lily moves closer to Mia and hugs her from behind, she puts her hand on Mia’s boobs and starts fondling them. “I think I’m just not much of a top, you know.” she murmurs into Mia’s shoulder. Mia can feel her worries melting away, but she wants to stay a bit longer like this, enjoying the feeling of Lily’s hands on her breasts. “You don’t have to be.” Mia says in a flirty tone. “You can be my pillow princess all you want.”
She turns around to push Lily down on the bed and kiss her. If she’s being honest, she loves how submissive Lily is.
Mia kisses Lily passionately and starts groping her ass. “So soft and fuckable” she thinks out loud, triggering Lily to leave out a cute sound and push her face into Mia’s chest.
Mia grins and grabs the lube to start lubing up Lily’s butthole. Lily moans as she pushes her finger into her a bit to spread out the lube.
“Too hot, gah.” Mia pushes it in entirely and fucks Lily with her finger for a while just to listen to her moans. It gets her worked up pretty quickly, so she wants to give Lily the real thing. She slides a condom on her gock and hugs Lily tightly as she places it against her hole. “This will hurt a bit.” Mia warns her.
Lily chuckles. “Oh, I’m used to that, don’t worry.” - “Shit, sorry is this- does this trigger bad memories for you-” Mia really doesn’t want to make her feel bad. “I want it. Make me forget about my boyfriend, Mia.” Lily says, calmly. “You promised.”
This is enough for Mia. She can’t hold back any longer and pushes her girldick into Lily with full force. She wanted to give Lily some time to recover after that, but she’s too horny and starts thrusting right away. Lily said she’s used to that after all. Actually, why did she have to say that. Mia goes harder on Lily as she moans and whimpers under her.
It’s her own fault for making me jealous, - she thinks. - Her fault for turning me on so much. Why does she have to fall for douchebags in the first place, when I’ve been right here all the time. Lily is turning into a mess, and Mia notices it. Good.
Mia keeps going, and fuck, it feels so good. She wants to destroy that ass. Lily’s moans are turning from pleasure to pain. Ha, so much about being “used to it”. Mia wants to devour this girl in front of her. She moves her mouth to Lily’s boob and bites her nipple while pounding her ass. Mia’s pleasure keeps piling up until it’s almost unbearable, and eventually she pushes deep into Lily and cums inside her.
As Mia pulls out, breathing heavily with her heart racing, she realizes that Lily made a mess on her tummy. She gets embarassed for not having noticed when she made Lily cum. Lily’s face is filled with tears again. “Oh, I.” Mia wonders if she should apologize for what she just did- But Lily is quicker. “Fuck, that was so good” Lily presses her face against Mia. A smile spreads across Mia’s face. Lily seems happy. If Lily’s happy, Mia’s happy.
“You were rougher than any boy ever was with me, by the way.” Lily grins. Mia starts blushing and murmurs “It’s your fault for turning me on so badly.”
Lily cuddles into her arms with a content smile. Mia holds her and gives her a few more hickeys. They both giggle and fall silent for a bit after Mia pulls the blanket over them.
After a while, Mia just has to ask the question lingering in her mind:
“Does this mean you’re my girlfriend now?” - “Yes it does, dummy.” Lily turns around to kiss her lips. “I love you, Mia. Also, I’m bi.” - “I love you too.” Then they both fall asleep.